NEW BEGINNINGS

I have been on a very long journey, you ask how long? Very long, and on this journey, I got to wear many hats. Now these are not just ordinary hats; in fact, let me share the kind of hats I wore.

For most of my life, I wore my 'fear' hat; this was very successful in keeping me in a safe dark place with no light. I wore my 'victim' hat, one which was more like a hood, I know many of you know this one, the 'victim hood'; and then there was the 'anger' hat, the 'separation' hat, the 'judgement' hat.

One would think my head would be compressed down into my knees by now with the weight of all of the hats, and in essence, indeed I was, not physically appearing so. However, as of last week, I moved forward; I took many of these hats, and sent them off to the ethers, fully knowing that the types of hats I am now choosing is much different.

This is where my 'new beginnings' commence! My new hat of 'gratitude', of 'unconditional love' one which I wear proudly just made for me, and only me; my hat of 'abundance' my hat of 'compassion', my hat of 'joy', and 'laughter'. My hat of 'trust' and 'surrendering' and 'allowing' these fit me very well, and when I look in my mirror, I see reflections of bliss; of amazement that indeed it is possible.

What has happened to me? I have empowered myself, I found the strength and the courage to step forth and become the essence of who I truly am. When I first created 'Catch the Light', the new awareness, it sounded wonderful, I thought I knew what it was about, the integration of the new world, the integration of the feminine into the masculine. All sounds wonderful doesn't it? For those who understand metaphysics, you will know what I am talking about.

However, things have changed, the shifting, the understanding and courage to remove all my old hats; of course being mindful of them; but removing them and replacing with my newly found hats; which of course, were always there, but buried so deep in the depths of my being, I could not see them, nor find them.

So, it is with new beginnings, which I see and know that my contracts are complete, the essence of who I am and what I am to become unfolds in front of me. The peace on earth, which so comes to the forefront of my life, has started to unfold, and it can only get better and better each and every moment. Yes, to follow my bliss!
Namaste! In loving light!