Catch the Light - The New Awareness

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

2010-12-31T16:05:00.000-08:00

I feel like the rabbit in Alice in Wonderland - hurry up, hurry up - I am late, I am late - for a very important date - yet, I am uncertain as to what this date is. We hear a lot about 2012; and yes, it is a change happening within the human consciousness. Do we or I really know and understand what this means?

Since I started, 'Catch the Light - the New Awareness' my life has done a few 360 degrees turn-around; all for the better of course! What I do want to share is the word fear - F.E.A.R. - false evidence appearing real. Many people have heard this, and have thought, yes, I know about it. But do you really and do I truly understand it? To me it meant security - and yes, a false security, this seems to pop up from time to time to remind me what is truly real (a subject for another time).

I used to be in the thrust of the metaphysical community, or what people would call, 'woo-woo' gatherings. However, I removed myself, and have seen many others following suit. Why did we drop out of what we believed so strongly, this I am still pondering. It is now that I am slowly looking at what is being created - the awareness of how we can change our lives, how we can be winners, and be successful, and I don't mean just for monetary reasons. Winning at life is the manifestation of the purpose of your soul at this time. If you are tuned into the purpose of your soul, things will go more smoothly because you have spiritual power behind everything you do. All it takes is just one creative idea to make you a winner.

I have been told that it is not the darkness that I am afraid of, it is the 'light' of which I am. Does this make any sense? It is not just me, of course, but each and every human on this earth and their expression of who and what they are. As we are all connected, and of course, there are never accidents as to why technology is so significant - we can express ourselves to one another without evening leaving our homes.

There are so many things I want to share, however, that will be for a later date. So, I ask myself - what is it that I truly want to do? I listen to all the enlightened individuals, do they have it all together, I don't think so, however, as they learn, they teach, and that is what we all must do - it does not matter who is there to listen, if we just reach out and touch one single soul in this universe, we have done our job, but as I say, if there is one, then there are two - of which can be many - why stop at one.

May 2011 be kind and gentle to you, and most of all, remember when you point a finger at someone, three are looking back at you. It is what we project upon others that we need to truly look at. Later - in loving light. C

TURNING BACK THE CLOCK

2009-10-14T20:45:00.000-07:00

Well once again, time has slipped past me quicker than I would ever think it would. But this writing is not about time slipping by, it is about the things that we sometimes say or do; it is the times when we should wear our shoes on our feet and not put them in our mouths. It is thinking before speaking, to truly think with clarity before the words spring forth.

For me, this is what I did, and of course, have done many times, sometimes it is an automatic reaction; and sometimes it is a form of self expression, feeling comfortable with someone, however not so comfortable that it might hurt the other person. I work with a gentleman who I have high esteem for, who I look up to as he walks his talk, and I see just how humble he truly is, and it is like feeling like the well is dry and you keep going back to see if you can fill your pail with water. The teachings, the awareness of gratitude, being humble is truly wonderful for me, for it makes me look at my life, to be grateful for all that was and is now. The 'was' has pushed me forward, however, I must say very reluctantly, but never the less, pushed me to be where I am now.

For many years, I felt I was being guided and directed; but I would never allow myself to rest, I kept pushing forward thinking this was the next step, only to find that it was not, only another diversion. Now looking back at time, they say, 'nothing ever happens before its time' and I must say, this I believe in my heart to be true, and life has shown me just this.

To be humble, to be grateful for the people in my life, to laugh, cry and be angry, but to be able to heal from deep within; that is the gift I am presently receiving. I think this is quite wonderful. So in turning back the clock, this can never be done, however, we can grow through experience and gain wisdom to correct the mistakes we experienced and to know that every second counts, don't waste it thinking you have a lifetime, as it could be years of bliss or years of hell.

My choosing is one of bliss, and each day it gets better and better, and it is because I am open to learn and to listen; I thought my cup was full before, but it is a different cup now, and it is just overflowing with compassion and awareness, and as I said gratitude. We shall see what comes up next!

JOY

2009-09-06T14:19:00.000-07:00

What is 'joy'? What is the meaning of this word, well the thesaurus states - delight, happiness, pleasure, enjoyment, bliss, ecstasy, elation, thrill, joyfullness are all part of joy. So upon reviewing all these words, where is it that I fit in or where is it that you fit in? Where and how much joy do you have in your life in your world?

Sometimes we are so busy with life, that we forget that life is to be joyful, to be childlike, to laugh and play, regardless of your age or gender. We get so caught up in what someone else might think of us, we forget to live, , to recognize we have only this one body, this one breath and not to put it on hold for tomorrow, as it may never come.

I had an opportunity to visit my youngest brother yesterday, he lives out of town, and I do not see him or talk with him very often. It was so wonderful to connect with him, and when I was leaving I gave him a hug, like it was the last one I would have an opportunity to give him; this is the way, we should be living our lives; today! The now is our last breath, our last opportunity to experience what is important, instead we take for granted that everyone will be there for us tomorrow, or even like we may be there tomorrow. There are no guarantees in this life, if our time has come to an end, then life ends, in this physical body.

Which brings me to the opposite of joy - which is 'sorrow', so what and how am I going to choose to live my life - in JOY, or in sorrow. It is up to me and only me, just as it is for you... so pick one, as you cannot live both at the same time. Just a simple smile can bring joy to someone's life. Is it no wonder why I am called 'sunshine' as a smile is like ray of sunshine - let's all live our life with joy and spread it out into the world, for I feel there is a shortage of it... Until we meet again, may the joy of knowing your greatness spread through your entire being-ness and may it light up the world, for what we are all wanting - world peace!!!
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Today!

2009-08-03T10:19:00.001-07:00

It has been awhile since I actually wrote something; I don't know about you, but time seems to be speeding up faster than ever before. It is August 3 today, and it feels like Mother Autumn is just around the corner, getting ready with her paint brushes. We can't say, hey where is the summer, as there has not been one, it appears that summer in Alberta keeps getting shorter every year. Times have changed; and we are all on this train heading in the same direction - change -. it is totally inevitable.
So what are we doing with the changes; be it in our careers, jobs, relationships, friends and families. For me, my whole world has changed, however, I tend to drift back into the old energy looking for something familiar. Most importantly with the change, I am working on healing me, taking responsibility for my actions, my thoughts. Trusting is one factor, surrendering and allowing is the second.
I have been reading many books and searching for an understanding of what I am all about, and found that there is nothing out there; it is all inside. Many lightworkers feel that their destiny is to change the world; to heal others, etc. Why do I say this, because that has been my road I have been driving and walking down, however, now I know that it is important to live my life, to live it fully in joy and harmony. Most importantly, to live with myself and love myself unconditionally, to express myself without judgment and to just be, trust and allow. Lip service is wonderful, however not walking the talk; means nothing.

We are all on this earth for a specific purpose, but first it starts with ourselves. Just keep looking and allowing, you will show up when least expected. Enjoy your day, I am...hugs

Newer beginnings, once again!

2009-08-03T10:19:00.000-07:00

NEW BEGINNINGS

2009-04-14T18:43:00.000-07:00

I have been on a very long journey, you ask how long? Very long, and on this journey, I got to wear many hats. Now these are not just ordinary hats; in fact, let me share the kind of hats I wore.

For most of my life, I wore my 'fear' hat; this was very successful in keeping me in a safe dark place with no light. I wore my 'victim' hat, one which was more like a hood, I know many of you know this one, the 'victim hood'; and then there was the 'anger' hat, the 'separation' hat, the 'judgement' hat.

One would think my head would be compressed down into my knees by now with the weight of all of the hats, and in essence, indeed I was, not physically appearing so. However, as of last week, I moved forward; I took many of these hats, and sent them off to the ethers, fully knowing that the types of hats I am now choosing is much different.

This is where my 'new beginnings' commence! My new hat of 'gratitude', of 'unconditional love' one which I wear proudly just made for me, and only me; my hat of 'abundance' my hat of 'compassion', my hat of 'joy', and 'laughter'. My hat of 'trust' and 'surrendering' and 'allowing' these fit me very well, and when I look in my mirror, I see reflections of bliss; of amazement that indeed it is possible.

What has happened to me? I have empowered myself, I found the strength and the courage to step forth and become the essence of who I truly am. When I first created 'Catch the Light', the new awareness, it sounded wonderful, I thought I knew what it was about, the integration of the new world, the integration of the feminine into the masculine. All sounds wonderful doesn't it? For those who understand metaphysics, you will know what I am talking about.

However, things have changed, the shifting, the understanding and courage to remove all my old hats; of course being mindful of them; but removing them and replacing with my newly found hats; which of course, were always there, but buried so deep in the depths of my being, I could not see them, nor find them.

So, it is with new beginnings, which I see and know that my contracts are complete, the essence of who I am and what I am to become unfolds in front of me. The peace on earth, which so comes to the forefront of my life, has started to unfold, and it can only get better and better each and every moment. Yes, to follow my bliss!
Namaste! In loving light!

31-01-09

2009-01-31T14:27:00.000-08:00

How time flies when we are having fun? Am I having fun? Good question, and one that when I truly become honest with myself, I find that I have not had much time to have fun. My friends Wil and Akiyah are off in South America, and I guess you could say, they are having fun.

I was in Sylvan Lake last week-end at a Kryon conference, and that was delightful to see my friend Lee Carroll once again, as well as others whom I met years ago and still remain friends.

I wrote to a very good friend of mine in the US and explained to her about how detached or in simpler terms, how weird I have been feeling... she in turn, shared that this is normal, many people are feeling same.

It is like we are all in a holding pattern, and not able to move, so I guess I will stay put and just be.. as Eckert Tolle says, 'be in the now'.. enjoy and breathe...

HAPPY NEW YEAR - 2009

2009-01-01T00:18:00.000-08:00

So a new year has come upon us! 2008 is just history, and 2009 is awakening. Did I create any new year resolutions? Did you?
Until later....

HURRY UP! HURRY UP!

2008-12-21T09:12:00.000-08:00

Well, it is almost Christmas, am I ready? Of course not! Is this really true, maybe I am! This has been the first time I can ever remember that I have not put up my Xmas decorations, bought my gifts, etc. before this date. I had many diversions in my path dictating to me that I still had lots of time. Living in the now, it is all perfect!

So, today is the day for the raising of the Christmas tree, in all its splendor. One thing I must say, leaving the decorating to such a late date, there is a minimal amount of decorating, and the nice thing will be less work in putting them away.

I don't know about the rest of the world, but downsizing is what I am appreciating, removing some of the clutter, collectibles, etc. Mostly, it is letting go of what does not serve me anymore, the collections of clothes, coats, as well as things I thought were important at the time.

As we all move forward into 2009, it is so important to take a look at what really is serving us, to share, give away things others could use in their homes now, and not wait until that rainy day. Clutter outside, is clutter inside. When letting go of the 'stuff' on the outside in your homes, it will also release the clutter from the inside of 'self'.

Things like deaths, divorce, we sometimes hang onto things long past their time. Is it easy to just let go? For some, it is definitely easy, and for others not so. Where do I fit in? I am uncertain, as I find that to let go of things my children did at a young age, be it a picture, a hand print, etc. is part of the past, as well as part of the now and future. Where am I going with this, you will find out once you take a look in your closets, basement, drawers, and you will get the picture...

So, until later, time to trim the tree...

It's already December

2008-12-01T22:24:00.000-08:00

Whoa, I cannot believe that it has been one month since I posted on my blog... My time flies when you are having fun!
So, was I having fun, well, truly I wouldn't say f.u.n. ~ forgiving, understanding, nurturing~ how is that for an acronym? That is exactly what I have been doing, forgiving myself, understanding the situation of my personal life, and nurturing myself, after working 12 hour days and 3 jobs..
Talk about testing one's endurance, patience and perseverance.

So, if anyone is out there and wishes to write what the last month or so has been for them, I would love to hear your story! Until then...

EMOTION

2008-11-02T22:09:00.000-08:00

Tonight, I am going to write a little bit about emotion; in that how it has been playing a very big part in my life. Women, tend to go through more emotional roller coasters than men, but maybe it is because we are more emotional beings.

I was given a beautiful deck of cards for my recent birthday, and tonight I felt like sharing a card from the deck - emotion!

So, read on - the Law of Emotion states that emotion is energy in motion, and your ability to feel and express emotion is also your ability to influence the movement of energy. Your emotions are a powerful force that you can use to experience individuality and to fuel your thoughts into creation. You are the pure, intelligent essence directing your emotions; you are not your emotions.

Pay attention to what you feel because whatever you are feeling will gradually shape the conditions in your life, which will show up as physical things, people, events and circumstances. You guide the quality of what manifests in your life by determining the quality of he feelings you entertain.

The Universe is reminding you that you have the power to choose how you feel. You can choose to feel badly, or you can choose to feel good. You do not need an external reason to cause you to feel good. You can simply make the decision to feel good. The Universe will respond to the vibration of that positive inner feeling by manifesting more experiences in your life that make you feel good.

Learn what methods enable you to shift your emotions more quickly and easily; apply these techniques whenever you need to. How you feel will determine what you attract into your life. Reading this script, the Universe is encouraging you to be happy now. Don't wait for things to be different before you allow yourself to feel good. Choose, instead, to radiate joy, no matter what you are currently experiencing. The more you commit to feeling good, regardless of your circumstances, the more good things will appear in your life.

How to harmonize with this law? Move your awareness to your emotions as you lovingly, gently, and without judgement, observe what surfaces. Are you feeling good or are you feeling bad? You can shift your emotions by immersing yourself in activities that lift your spirits. Make a list of what makes you feel good; including songs, movies, books, poems and other things to do or engage with that make you feel good. Keep this list handy, and when you are feeling down, select and act on something from the list to shift your energy and change your mood.
(Universal Laws of conscious creation - Practical art message card)

SO WHY AM I DOING THIS?

2008-10-13T21:41:00.001-07:00

I set out thinking that there would be many who would be interested in what I had to say in my blog. Little did I know that out in this big wonderful universe, either people don't give a hoot, or I have not been found yet. No matter, as it appears I am writing for myself at the present time.

Tonight, as I was helping my daughter with her homework, it made me realize even more how much stress is being placed on our teenagers. The core subjects, example - Math, I cannot even assist her, nor even understand it. Will she ever use it in her daily existence, probably not!

Let's move on to Thanksgiving ~ as we sat down for our evening meal, my son who is 19 stated he was pleased we had this tradition of giving thanks. Each of us had to share what we were thankful or grateful for. It was interesting to listen to my two teenagers share how they were grateful for one another~ I guess I did something right as a mom.

For me, being thankful that I am here at this time on planet earth, and to be aware of the many things that are happening at this time. If my awareness was not enhanced, I do not think I would want to keep my spot here on planet earth; however, by 'catching the light', I know how important my mission here is.

Until later, wishing you a joyous Thanksgiving!

SO WHY AM I DOING THIS?

2008-10-13T21:41:00.000-07:00

WHO ARE YOU?

2008-10-08T22:19:00.000-07:00

From to time, something which I resonate with comes across my desk, this particular article is taken from "I had it all the time" by Alan Cohen.

Who are you? Perhaps you have come to the point in your life where you are asking this all important question. Be careful how you answer, for in your response lies your destiny. If you think you are small, oppressed or worthless, your world will confirm your belief. If you see yourself as a whole, creative being, here to express joy, give and receive love, and make a contribution to life on the planet so will your self image be confirmed. As Henry Ford noted, "Think you can, or think you can't, and either way you will be correct.

I could add a lot more, but I feel the message is loud and clear.

HUGGING

2008-10-07T12:43:00.000-07:00

Isn't it interesting what treasures we uncover when it is time to throw things away. I am a collector of information, anything to do with feeding the soul gets placed in a file folder to be read at a later date. Of course, the later date could be tomorrow or even ten years down the road. In any event, I opened this particular folder to find some treasures which I am choosing to share with my readers. I also want to say, information is generally universal, meaning that there is no ownership on sharing.

For those who know me, know me as a ~hugger~! If you have never experienced a true 'heart to heart' hug, you don't know what you are missing out on. There are so many individuals in this world, who shield themselves from a hug, possibly due to personal experiences of circumstances, programming and/or scripts.

What if a hug represented this:

Did someone give you a hug today?
Did you know that hugging is the perfect cure for whatever ails you? A good investment~~
Let us consider the wonderful qualities of hugs!
A hug does not cost anything,
There are no movable parts to wear out,
No batters are necessary,
Hugs require no periodic check-ups
Low energy consumption and high energy yield,
No monthly payments, no insurance requirements
Hugs, are: theft proof, non-taxable, non-polluting, and of course, they are fully returnable.
Hugging is healthy
It relieves tension, reduces stress and improves blood circulation
It is invigorating and it is rejuvenating
It elevates self-esteem and generates good will with no unpleasant side effects.
It is nothing less than a miracle drug!

Wow eh? So, if you have not had at least 12 hugs a day, then you are missing out on life. Make a difference in your world, and just like a smile, it costs nothing, but the rewards are outstanding. Of course, it is important to ask some one's permission first, not everyone is open to this new and yet old concept.

So, I say, open your arms, for I am giving you a 'big angelic hug'.

HOW TO OVERCOME FEARS

2008-10-06T22:31:00.000-07:00

It has been quite interesting how synchronicity works. I have been attempting to clean my office out, purging my paperwork. As I love books, I found a little red hard covered book from the Unity School of Christianity, written in 1958.

Now many of you were not even born, and some of us were just very young children. I was about to include this book with many others who were finding a new home, when something made me stop and open it, and as I sat down to review it, I realized that this was a keeper. One of the chapters which called me was ~ How to overcome fears~ I thought this was so appropriate, as when listening to the media, the pictures being painted are not one of joy and abundance. Therefore, I am going to share some of the information, which I thought so appropriate.

What we understand we do not fear. We gain spiritual understanding through the study of Truth, and when we have built a consciousness of confidence and trust in god, we become courageous souls, easily meeting all that is opposed to the kingdom of God. Everyone of us was given thinking ability when God created us. What we think tends to come into expression through an around us. Most people think of themselves as physical bodies, having minds at the mercy of all that is seen, heard or felt. Just the opposite is true: we are spiritual beings with thinking ability and what we think we can demonstrate or bring to pass.

Now for those of you, who are in the habit of saying affirmations, realize that this was written in 1958, and it is still very present today. When feeling fearful of anything or any person, stop and deliberately repeat (silently or aloud) statements like the following.

I am not afraid (insert person or condition). What I have been seeing or feeling is only a picture in my mind; I now dissolve it and see myself as God sees me - intelligent, kind, loving, peaceful, courageous, powerful, prosperous, happy, protected, guided and free.

There are many other statements, however, I will leave it at this.

So, I ask you, have you come to terms with your fears? Make fear your friend, allow it to come for a visit, but to be short lived.

THE LIGHT OF INTEGRITY

2008-10-05T20:51:00.000-07:00

When I first saw this 'insight' I immediately posted it on my bulletin board to see each and every day. However, as my board became cluttered, it soon got buried behind other papers. Recently, I wanted to make some book markers, and my posted note revealed itself to me,so I find it very appropriate at this time to share and I would recommend you copy it and put it on your bulletin board, be it at home or at work.

....The soul is dyed the color of its thoughts. Think only on those things that are in line with your principles and can bear the full light of day. The content of your character is your choice. Day by day, what you choose, what you think, and what you do is who you become. Your integrity is your destiny...it is the light that guides our way!...... Heraclites, Greek Poet, Philospher

STRETCHING ~ Your new awareness~

2008-10-03T10:16:00.000-07:00

Good day everyone, and welcome to my new [space] ~ Catch the Light ~ the New Awareness! This is an opportunity for me to definitely stretch and grow, meaning I am very new to 'blogging', and the opportunities that arise from having this site, possibly those who are also new to this, will find rewards, as I will.

Technology is a wonderful tool, if you truly know how to use it, however, it can be just as destructive if misused.

What do I want to have on my blog? Well let me share with you. My intention is to have everyone who enters my blog, leave with a feeling of excitement, of anticipation, but most of all feeling wonderful about themselves. Even though I am uncertain as to what will show up each day, I will definitely share my thoughts and feelings...and of course, you can also share yours. All I ask, in return, is respect!

We all are on a learning curve at this time on our journey, many of us are going through major crises, or what appears to be chaos, however, this too shall pass. Relationships, jobs, finances, health, loss of loved ones, are many of the things happening in our lives. It is to look into our 'own mirror' and ask ourselves, what are we choosing in our lives, this day, this second. Is it good, or is it not so good? How can I change my thoughts, to stop living this life of destruction? Well, let me share one of my 'mantras'. Each day before I get out of bed, I ask~~'Okay, God (and you can use whatever expression you want ~ meaning, substituting God for Creator, Universe, Source, Higherself~ whatever resonates with you.... 'I ask this, Okay, God, what exciting things do you have in store for me today?' Now get out of your own way, and be aware of what exciting things happen. I also express my 'gratitude' for the things I am grateful for. So, ask yourself, have you given gratitude for what you have? It takes one step to start this journey of 'awareness' are you willing to come along with me? If so, I am happy to hold your hand, to put my arms around you and say.. 'Catch the Light'! Blessings for this day!

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2008-10-02T12:53:00.001-07:00

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